…10 months have passed since you left.
…10 months for me to ponder “what would Mom do?”
…10 months to figure out what I could’ve done to make you better.
…10 months since I touched your lovely face.
It all seems so long ago, but only 10 months since you left.
I Miss You So Much.
I miss how you stuffed your socks in the chair cushion.
I miss the way you drove your car. (yikes)
I miss your calls.
I miss the many hair pieces you wore.
I miss the way you wore “babushkas”
I miss the twinkle in your eyes.
I Miss You.
I miss your stuffed cabbage.
I miss you hollering ….BINGO!
I miss seeing you at the fish fry.
I miss your hugs when I get sad.
I miss you telling me you hit the lottery….again.
I miss you saying….Dale Leonard ! when I done wrong.
I Miss You.
I miss the doilies you had on all your tables.
I miss your love for the family.
I miss your visits for the hell of it.
I miss the way you walked.
I miss going to church with you.
I miss watching “Wheel of Fortune” with you.
I Miss You.
I miss your stories when I was too young to remember.
I miss coming over and fixing your meds.
I miss how you worried about me.
I miss our visits to the cemetary to see Dad.
I miss the way your short-little legs moved like a catepillar.
I miss the way we argued, even when you knew you were wrong.
I Miss You.
I miss your keepsakes.
I miss your smile.
I miss your colorful wardrobe.
I miss the bus trips to ball games.
I miss you yelling at Dad when he came home a bit tipsy.
I miss how you loved God.
I Miss You.
I miss the family reunions.
I miss how you hid things at Christmas.
I miss how you gave to others.
I miss your trips to Atlantic City.
I miss how you pampered me, your baby.
I miss you doing my laundry when I was single.
I Miss You
I miss going to dinner with you.
I miss seeing you with your friends.
I miss your strength when times were tough.
I miss the “care” packages you would send.
I miss your stubborness, just like mine.
I miss your voice.
I Miss You. Oh God……I Miss You So Much.
Happy Mothers Day, Mom. I Love You.
May 12, 2008 at 2:29 am
Muley . . . that was beautiful.
May 12, 2008 at 10:15 am
Oh Muley you have me crying all over again…… that was truly wonderful and a tribute on Mothers day that a mother would be very proud of …. she would be so touched I know that her son loved her so much …..her heart would be filled…… Loraine
May 12, 2008 at 1:10 pm
……thanks, both of you. I hope you had time to listen to the link at the bottom. It’s a song about aging (eerrrggghhhh), but the phrase “ripples never come back” is a constant reminder to me that she’s not coming back, but I keep repeating to myself, “she has never left”.
May 12, 2008 at 9:11 pm
Hi cousin Dale,
You are a special son keeping your special mother close in your heart. It has been said that those who live in the hearts of men shall never die; so your mother will be with you always.
The first Mother’s Day without your mother is the worst; like the first Christmas, the first birthday for her; but with each passing year, you’ll get more accustomed to the routine in your life with her “residing” in the dimension she now is in. She is alive in spirit and you can talk to her anytime; anywhere!! Please take comfort in knowing that and in knowing she is at peace and waiting for you.
May 13, 2008 at 11:53 am
…..thanks for stopping in and commenting Linda. And thanks for the kind words of encouragement, she is special.
May 16, 2008 at 1:56 pm
Wow.
That was moving, Muley, and beautiful.
Glad you decided to open up the Cafe.
May 17, 2008 at 6:05 pm
…..thanks H. She’s a beautiful woman to me, and always will be. Thanks for your kind thoughts.
May 19, 2008 at 1:53 pm
You know Muley if my son thinks about me with just half of the love and tenderness that you have for your mum I would be over the moon….
May 19, 2008 at 2:55 pm
……..http://www.nightskyinfo.com/sky_highlights/hunters_moon/full_moon_small.jpg
…..can you do “the Moon Walk”?
I’m sure your kids have the same passion for you as I have for my mum, no doubt.
May 20, 2008 at 11:31 am
Well old friend,
that was quite moving….and I am sure as you were writing it, yours eyes were filled with tears. I lost dad 3 years in Nov, and still think of him daily. Mom is still alive,(in Fla) i call her every day since his death. I can’t wrap my mind around what is to come.I remember as a kid, when my mom was sick and we thought we were going to loose her, i had prayed like i never prayed, asking God to take me instead, for I could not imagine my future without her.
Sometimes today, i still pray that same thing.
There is a book you might want to pick up..it is titled “becoming myself”
Shari Butler,ph.D. (Living life to the fullest after the loss of your parents). I have not read it yet, but i know what it’s purpuse is. I will read when she is gone. I found a copy on amazon for a dime! what a steal. Try looking ther for it if you are interested.
well, thank you for sharing that with us.
I am glad that we connected a bit again. We were pretty good pals back when:)
Love ya,
d
May 20, 2008 at 4:02 pm
….many, many tears Denise. I read “Memories of Mom” by Lorain’s own Mary Hilaire Tavenner (aka Sally) last winter to prepare for the inevitable, as my mother’s health deteriated. It helped in refreshing the “Love” I have for my mom. Thanks for showing your concern, and may your mom have many years left for you and her to enjoy.
And, I believe were still “good buds” after all these years.
May 20, 2008 at 9:07 pm
And that we are! thanks for saying so.
I will look for the “memories of Mom”.
Have a good night…see ya friday, and i will call ya sometime during the day.
dc
May 20, 2008 at 9:08 pm
oh yeah, i like the way you have your sight set up…very cool,easy on the eye!